As hour after hour passed, I wanted to scream, having no idea what to say next. My frustration boiling up, I would desperately turn to God in need of Him to put words in my mouth. Sometimes I laughed, most of the time I wept, but through it all the most amazing realization was that God was at work and He was choosing to use me. I had glimpsed for a moment what many of you have chosen to do for a lifetime; I felt the exhaustion of meeting with one person, when every day you meet with so many.